The Best of Me at 12:10 AM

When I give my heart, it will be COMPLETELY or I will never give my heart, This is the best of me ~

Hurt is nothing,compared to Regret.
Truth is everything,compared to Honest.

Persistence at 1:07 AM

Persistence is really double edge personality,
For good side~
I will finish all things, I also never give up on my future,
no matter how hard I will finish it and achieve it!
For the bad side~
I cant let go for things that are important and used.

Still remember, My mom always scold me because keep old things in my room...
Until now,I still keep those old things like comic,some toy...and many many stuff that
I used when I just a kid.

Is it good habit?I already get used to it, and it is part of me now,=)

If only i can be forget relationship easier and let go,I think my life will be perfect,but there are not perfect in this world.
It is my imperfect life.

Appreciate at 2:56 AM

I feel very lucky that my life gone so smooth.
Bad things happened often but it is good timing.
Good things not to said because it happened at good timing too~

I often sick when small, but I have a good mom for take care of me,

I was boycott by friends during secondary school because I done my homework every time
(I also don't why they are so lame,=.=)
But that make me can focus on study and no need go for tuition.

I went college alone, no friends around, but that makes me have a lot of new friends.
So,I learned to be independent.

I have nothing at my home, but I managed to have my own car,laptop,camera without help from parents.

I had a company willing to help me when I need some money for study,I also had some friends ask me for helping them for project.

I had a great first love just right the day I graduated, I learned a lot of important things from her.

I can have my flight to UK soon for further study after so tired for study + partime + society + fulltime + break up.

All things happened on good timing.
And I appreciate it.
Is time to be different, I will be have wonderful life.

Commitment at 2:03 AM

Commitment is not just about simply say and forget,
it is a promise to own that really want to be move forward and work hard for any with heart,like family,career,relationship or friendship and even study !

Person that doesn't have commitment just have nothing.

Don't make any promise or commit without think careful,
Once you give up,
it is a shame to yourself and disappointing people around.

Commitment are not merely just a promise sometimes,
For me,commitment is way to let myself have confident
besides let others trust on me.

If tired,I will take a rest but make a time period,
If tired,I will find some good listener,
If tired,I will communicate and let others understand it.
But I will continue after that.

Perhaps people nowadays don't understand what is commitment~
Well,they will know it once they grow up.

Once I commit, I would not let you down!
My future !

Reminder at 1:22 AM

Soon,I will reach my goal that I set last year,
Overseas study.

Have a complicated feeling...
Gonna leave to further study soon,
and yet,I am still not very excited.>.<
Come on,I am going to UK...once in lifetime.
Maybe is I nervous until I forget the feeling.

Before leave and forget everything in Malaysia,
I don't know how to describe about you.
I just know for me,is hard to forget someone even for long time,
everything,everyone,and every moment.

Just sometimes really want to cry,
I need recharge before achieve next goal.
But...
just like the song I like.."cry on my shoulder"
Who can lend me shoulder?
Who can listen to me?
You already slip away...

What I do now is
just bear alone~

Another day is coming,Work hard work hard !!!